Fleeting glimpses of Nola
We walk home alone that night. Our hotel is the Intercontinental right in the middle of downtown New Orleans, just two blocks away from the famous French Quarter. At first it seems like the right place to be in a city renowned for its vibrant nightlife and colonial architecture. Past the revolving glass doors a huge carpeted stairway leads up to the lobby. A black guy in uniform is polishing away at the golden railings while soft Dixieland jazz plays from hidden speakers. A friendly Hispanic receptionist sets us up in a room on the sixth floor with all the amenities we might possibly need. Even the air feels pleasantly cool compared to the hot and humid climate outside. However, we are soon to learn that there is much more to the city than luxurious hotels and dazzling bright lights.

Nola throughout the ages
At the turn of the 19th century Napoleon fell in love with her, and bought her to be his mistress. He had just staged a coup d'état in France, and was already far on his way to becoming the most feared and admired man in Europe. It took a woman like Nola to fulfill the needs of a man like Napoleon. Only she would know how to coax him out of port and keep him at bay. They were both playing a dangerous game. Napoleon with Europe, and Nola with Napoleon. After three strenuous years of love and deceit, he sold her off to the recently constituted United States. He later went on to win some of the greatest victories and suffer some of the greatest defeats in the war history of Europe. Nola, on the other hand, continued her vagrant life in the embrace of yet another lover destined for world supremacy. As for France, it would always be part of her heritage, though she was never again to return there.
When the British came for her in 1815 she told them off with a volley of cannonball fire. For the next almost fifty years nobody dared touch her. Not until 1862 when she had been adopted by the Confederate States of America, and the Union marched on her with an offer she could not resist. Though in fact, she did resist it for awhile, like any other decent woman would resist the vow of a suitor before throwing herself into his arms. Tactfully, the Union spared her, which is one of the main reasons she has still got that strangely enticing colonial feel to her. The marriage proved a lasting one, and though she has always been quick to assert her independence whenever the United States tries to force her, she remains not only a loyal wife, but also the most radiantly beautiful the United States has ever known.
Perhaps this is why we do not hesitate - not even for a second - when she offers to be our hostess for the weekend. She promises to introduce us around, show us the sights, and tell us the stories that go with them. It is all we could ask for, and more. Flanking her on each side, we stroll down the street to experience for ourselves the true nature of Nola and her city.

Red
stands on the levee that separates the Lower Ninth Ward
from an artificial salt water lake. Stumps of deadened
cedar trees rise from the surface of the lake like
upturned roots. A slimy green layer of algae rolls
lazily against the foot of the levee. A slight breeze
blows from the Mexican Gulf, hidden from view somewhere
just beyond the horizon. It is a calm day, but still
you can sense distant storms brewing.
"I been born and raised in the Lower Ninth Ward," Red
says, pulling his cap down a little tighter over his
head. "I've been here some sixty odd years and I've
seen the hurricanes and the floods a-coming and
a-going. Sixty-five was a bad year, I tell ya. That's
when the water came in and killed off the cedars. They
never cared to drain it back out into the sea. Some
folk say it was the flood did it, some folk say the
government did it all on purpose. I don't know. All I
knows is that we got hit pretty bad and nobody really
minded it too much. Every time we get flooded them
engineers just rebuild the levees. They don't make 'em
any stronger, they don't make 'em any higher. They just
rebuild 'em, and wait for another disaster to happen."
The
jealousy of Katrina
Jeanne and Andy are two other volunteer relief aid workers sitting at our table. Jeanne knows Will from back home, and alternates her time between working up there, and helping out down here. She used to load up her truck with supplies, and do the 14 hours from Kansas City to New Orleans in one go. With more than 1.6 million aid workers through the city since Hurricane Katrina, it sometimes felt like a drop in the ocean trying to keep them all fed and clean. "But sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do. When the government can't handle its own trouble, the people gotta step up and do it for them. That's the way I see it, anyway."
Andy agrees with Jeanne on that one. He is a tough-looking ex-marine from Lima, Ohio. His body is scarred with surgery from several stress-related medical conditions due to post-Katrina relief work. He had been involved with the Red Cross for fifteen years when the hurricane struck, but when he told them that he wanted to go down and help out, they replied that it would be some seven or eight months before they were ready to sent him. But Andy knew that the New Orleanians did not have seven or eight months. They needed help, and they needed it now. So he joined up with the volunteer organization Common Ground, and just plain took off. Four days after arriving he was assigned to be the one of the organizers of the volunteer center. He worked non-stop for two years, and has only just gotten back from his first vacation since he arrived. He did not ask to take it - he was ordered.
"Bush has been a great inspiration to us all," Will joins in with the rest of the choir. "He has made people think that if he could make it to President, they can make it to anything. There's even a joke among some of the volunteers on how we could use him to help rebuild the city. All we gotta do is declare New Orleans an independent state, and start spreading rumors that we've got weapons of mass destruction. That will make Bush come down and bomb the hell out of us - and then build it all back up again." Like so many other times that afternoon, Will's big laugh shakes the walls of the Deja Vu.
"Are you all done, darlings?" the waitress asks, and puts a hand on each of our shoulders. She takes away our half-eaten jambalayas, and seems to wink one of her eyes at Nola. Throughout the entire conversation, Nola has just been sitting there, all quiet and keeping to herself. She only knows too well about the damages Katrina inflicted on the city. But she also knows that Katrina was not the first to do so, and that she most certainly will not be the last. Nola does not say so herself, but we are not long to guess that it is her charm and personality - not to mention her looks - that do it. Anyone like her is bound to leave a trail of jealous wives and rejected lovers in their wake. There was Betsy in '65, Camille in '69, and Georges in '98. Just to name a few of the most infamous.
Nola's silence on the matter does not mean that she takes it lightly. She feels greatly indebted to her chivalrous rescuers, and knows that if it was not for them, she probably would not be sitting here. And neither would the rest of us. We would just have passed through, taken a few pictures of her crawfishing voodoo shack in the swamps, and been on our way.
Guardian angels
In a parking lot on the outskirts of the city, we chance upon some of Nola's oldest soulmates. They have been around almost as long as she has, some say even longer. Rumor has it that their line of descent dates back to the original settlers, and that generations ago their forefathers formed a brotherhood to built the streets and temples where Nola came to be worshiped by love-crazed strangers. When asked about it, they insist that they never intended for it to be like this. They consider Nola a peer to themselves, not an object to be desired beyond all rhyme and reason.
The many churches around the city is their proudest work - the shrines that shed the light reflected by Nola’s almost perfect beauty. As such they deem themselves the guardians of her innermost secrets, the preservers of her soul. They do not indulge in the senseless intoxication that Nola begs, nor do they participate in the almost ritualistic dancing and debauchery in the streets. But they do love her, and they have long time since made a promise never to leave her.
Twenty minutes later we drive up in front of a gated entry to an apartment complex. It has been sealed off as if to protect its residents from the constant lure of Nola. If only they knew we had her in the car with us, all hell would probably break loose. But Eddie and his more athletic-looking twin brother Tom have a trick or two up their sleeves as well. They park at each side of the entry, and tell everybody in the cars to keep quiet. A few minutes later a resident returns to the complex with his car full of shopping bags. He unlocks the gate, and drives in. Just before the gate closes, Eddie and Tom speed in on the grounds, immediately splitting up to avoid raising any suspicions.
Behind a couple of apartment blocks, in the dead center of the complex, we find a nice little oasis with lush grass and a sand court for beach volley. The guys are ecstatic. They jump out of the cars, and run ahead, sports items in their hands. Nola has a hard time suppressing her laughter. She knew what they were up to all along, and she even confesses that she enjoyed our every nervous twitch and anxious glance.
After the game, Nola goes off to do her thing down on Bourbon Street. We decide to follow Eddie and his friends back to his house about half an hour's drive from the city center. It is a quiet residential area with wide streets and friendly neighbors. He bought the house because he was engaged to be married, but then they called the whole thing off, and now he makes do by subletting a couple of rooms. Most of the guys soon occupy the living room to continue the afternoon's sports exploits on the Xbox. We go out on the porch for a bit of fresh air, and are soon joined by Eddie and his old friend Drew who has come down for a short vacation from his studies in economics and communication at Louisiana State University.
We sit down in the low chairs with slanting backs that are common to most southern porches, and start asking questions about what it is like to be a native in a town where most people just stop over for the weekend. Eddie is not much of a talker, but he does get a point across about the diversity of the city, and how it tends to make everything from food to politics uniquely New Orleanian. Anyway, we shift the focus back to ourselves, only to find that when it comes to listening, Eddie is one of the best. There is something about the way his eyes light up when we speak to him, the way he squints and winks in approval or disapproval whenever we express an opinion. It is clear that he holds a lot of his own, but perhaps our open-mouthed approach seems somewhat overwhelming to him. He is not the kind of guy to take serious matters lightly, and we sense that his religious beliefs go a lot deeper than your average Danish Lutheran's. Later, Nola tells us that such are the ways of the brotherhood.
The thing that strikes us the most about these guys is their strong values. They may be tied up to religion, but they reveal themselves more like a code of ethics. Eddie and Drew are not invasive about their views, they just do not seem all that hyped up about Bourbon Street and the rest of the French Quarter. Their immediate mentality is the same happy and carefree one that we have met elsewhere in the city, but still they allow themselves to be critical. Going out on the town and having a bit of a ball is not the problem. They too like to kick back and relax with a few beers every once in a while. What really gets to them is the idea of the visitors that as long as you are in New Orleans anything goes.
We still are not sure where Nola fits into all this, but since Eddie and his crew are willing to defend her virtues, we guess the answer has to be out there somewhere. People do not just stand up for stuff they do not agree with without a reason. And apparently that reason is Nola. Riding back to the hotel with Eddie that night, we agree to try to get hold of Nola one more time before we leave. It is not much of an agreement, though, and we know it. You do not contact Nola. Nola contacts you.

Red
turns away from the lake, and looks to the other side
of the levee. An old railroad track passes by just
beneath it. Beyond that there is nothing but death and
destruction. Nature has reclaimed the Lower Ninth Ward,
and a few ramshackle houses are all that go to show
that this was once a vibrant neighborhood. Today it
appears more like some unsettled wilderness in the
swamps of Louisiana. But if you look carefully you can
see the concrete foundations of the houses that once
stood there. Stone steps leading into air, rusted
scraps of moss-grown metal halfway buried in the
ground.
"When Katrina hit, and the levee broke, the water rose
to some twenty or twenty-five feet. Cars washed down
the streets. Houses were torn from their foundations,
and went afloat. Too many of us black folks were still
down there. Warnings come out too late, and nobody had
no money to go live somewhere else, anyway. Still they
ask us why didn't we just leave. So I ask them back how
could we? Everything I owned was down there. My whole
life was down there. Some things you just don't run
away from, I tell ya."
Another side of Nola
"Come on, do I look like somebody who'd take you to Bourbon Street! That place ain't good for nothing but money." Nola throws back her head, and brushes a lock of hair from her naked shoulder. She looks away for a moment, waiting for us to begin mumbling excuses. She cuts us off before we are even halfway through. She explains that Tipitina's is one of the best jazz venues in town with a history of grand performers like John Lee Hooker, Bo Diddley, The Neville Brothers, and Bonnie Raitt. "Tonight the Rebirth Brass Band is on. They used to do a lot of benefits for Common Ground. We're all aboard the same sinking ship around here, you know."
The cab pulls up in front of Tipitina's, and we all get out. A wrist band and a fluorescent stamp on the hand later, we are inside. Nola orders a round of Abita Turbodogs at the front bar before taking us further into the den. The place is packed with people of all ages and from all walks of life. A kind of New Orleanian microcosm, you might say. Only the stage is still empty. The band is already an hour and a half late, but nobody seems to pay it any mind. The south is notorious for its slow life-style. Up north, that is. Some even call it lazy, but we have come to appreciate it as a lesson in making the very most of the very least. So we just stand back, and take in the scenery.
"This is my friend Bridget," Nola says, pointing somewhere into the crowd. "I'll get you acquainted." She slips by a couple of old guys with cowboy hats and band shirts. They look like they have been standing around forever. Next to them a group of college kids circle a dancing couple. They encourage them with cheers, while slamming Liquid Cocaine shots and shouting insider jokes at them. The dance floors begin to heat up, and people gather at the overhead balconies to get a better view of things. Suddenly a loud roar tears through the room. Some ten black guys wearing baggy trousers and white shirts down to their knees enter the stage. They carry all sorts of horns and trumpets, and the tuba player keeps revolving about himself as if trying to pick up a signal from outer space with his huge instrument. Moments later, Tipitina's is alive with kick-ass brass music like they do not make it anywhere else. The rhythm quickly grabs hold of our bodies, and before we even know it, we are in the midst of a Category 5 party. All exits are barred by happy dancing people making the most of it before the roof comes off.
We are in an impossible crouching position to talk with Bridget when we get up to straighten our backs and discover that Nola is gone. We criss-cross around the dance floor, and even pour our beers into plastic cups to be allowed upstairs and search for her. When the band finishes their second set - which also amounts to their second song - we still have not found her. We hang out by the door, and watch people stream out like a flood breaking through a levee. But still we do not see her. As magically as she appeared out of the touristy limelight on Bourbon Street, she has disappeared back into the local lower watt light bulbs in Tipitina's. It is almost as if she was never there. Or rather, as if she has been here the whole time since we first rolled into New Orleans. Nola is gone, and somehow we know that we will never see her again. Only in our dreams, and between the lines of our writing. A fleeting glimpse making a lasting impression, she is no more a person than a soul is a body.
The grandeur of the hotel seems to have faded. The immigrant workers look tired and worn-out in their shiny uniforms. The escalator in the hall takes forever in getting up to the lobby, and the lift is even slower in climbing to the sixth floor. Exhausted, we collapse on our separate queen size beds. Our internet connection has been shut down, and it will cost us another ten dollars to get it back up again. We postpone checking our emails and updating our website. It is time to sleep. It is time to forget about Nola. It is time to leave New Orleans.

"I'm
dumb as a cat in the woods," Red says, and grins his
toothless grin, "but I sure knows more than they do.
I'm not sayin' that I could be the mayor or anything,
I'm just plain sayin' that what they did was never
enough. And now they're goin' over to Japan to do big
business - and who'll be paying for their trip? Red
'ill, I tell you. This city ain't never recovered from
nothing. Well, the French Quarter might have, but 'em
folks never got hit too bad up there. Just a bit of
wind damage and six inches of water. Didn't even flood
their goddamn sidewalks. I knows I don't make as much
money as they do, but whatever I make it's still my
money, and I still pay taxes. See, that's the thing -
why pay if you ain't gettin' any?"
The sun has started to fall from the sky, taking the
heat out of the air. Red gives out a couple of firm
handshakes, and follows us down the stairs from the
levee. He has been talking for almost an hour straight,
and we can tell he is having a hard time letting us go.
As we walk across the rough grass to our car, he calls
out to us.
"I'm not on about that whole black and white thing, you
know. You guys been a-reading the paper today? There's
a white family in one of them mighty fine hoods, the
city council wanna plain tear down their house. Ain't
nothing wrong with it or anything. It's just that them
white folks are a bit mental, you know. Can't keep the
house all neat and good like they want 'em to. So now
they're bringing in the bulldozers to do a bit of
cleanin' up for them. That's no way to treat decent
folks. I don't care if they're black or white or
mental, just ain't no way of treating folks. Not the
way I see it, it isn't."
We turn around for a final goodbye. "Thanks for sharing
your opinion with us," we tell Red across the open
field. "Yeah, I talk too much," he tells us back. "And
as for opinions, they're just like assholes. Everybody
got one, you know." He lets out another of his
toothless grins, then walks back up the stairs to the
levee. We get into the car, and drive off down through
the wilderness that used to be the Lower Ninth Ward. As
we look back one last time, we can see Red's silhouette
cut out against the open sky like a stump of deadened
wood. Then we are gone.
